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Feb. 14th, 2010 10:18 pm
texchan: aya with his bazooka, from WK OP #2 (Default)
My brain is made of "Post Title Fail" at the moment. Maybe I'll think of a title later. Or not ... >.O

One more day off from school for the kiddo. Apparently, her school is having trouble digging out its parking lot and sidewalks and stuff. I'm not sure if it's as much a problem of actually digging things out, or a problem of having no place to pile the extra snow. There isn't a lot of extra room at her school. The parking lot is small, and the school is basically at the end of a very narrow little road. It's a nice, protected location normally. But, when you're talking about moving 55-59 inches of snow somewhere ... well, it doesn't leave a lot of space for making big 'ol snow piles. Heck, at this point, it doesn't matter if they take an extra day off or not. We already have to make up so many days it's ridiculous. I think, right now, we're at least a week in the hole for snow days. I'm not sure when they will make up that time, so it'll be interesting to find out. And I don't necessarily mean "interesting" in a good way, either.

Still stuck in GS Cookie H-E-Double-Toothpicks. I can't wait for this whole stupid cookie thing to be over and done with. I managed to find someone to pick up the cookies for me, as I can't be available to get them -- stupid scheduling conflict. And my vehicle wasn't big enough to hold all the cases, anyhow. The person who will pick them up has a cargo van, luckily, so putting the whole order into one vehicle shouldn't be much of a problem. We are supposed to do two booth sales, but I'm having the hardest time getting people to actually sign up for both sales. I mean, it's not rocket science, you know? We have a small troop. That means EVERYONE HAS TO DO BOTH SALES. Otherwise, there's no way we can fill all the slots. So far, I have some people not wanting to do anything for the booth sale ... some people who want to do one booth sale and not the other ... and then the very few who are actually stepping up, realizing that a small troop means everyone has to participate, and signing up for their share -- and even more. I guess that's the way it always is in any group: a few end up doing the bulk of the work for everyone else. That's always been my experience, anyhow ... but it never fails to irritate me. Someone mentioned possibly having a third sale in order to donate the proceeds to charity, and I had to tell them I didn't think it would work because I can't get everyone to sign up for the two they knew about, all along. I don't have high hopes of getting anyone to sign up for a third one. I'm sooo not doing this cookie thing next year. As it is, I just have to hang on and get through March. And maybe part of April. Then, I can be done.

Hubby got me a surprise Valentine's Day gift: an awesome new keyboard for my computer! (And, on a funny side note: Apparently, it was supposed to come on Friday via Fedex. But, of course, our street was "Crime Central" on Friday, which meant the driver couldn't get here. We got it on Saturday, and found a note attached: "Road blocked by cops." Totally made me LOL. ) I know ... it doesn't sound very romantic, but I love it. I hated the keyboard that came with the new computer, although I was willing to live with it for as long as I had to. I used to use the diNovo Edge on my PC, and I missed it so much. It is the best keyboard I've ever used -- at least, I think so. Anyhow, he got me an Edge for my Mac. I'm such a happy camper now! I just love how this thing feels, and typing on it is so much easier. Now, if only my muses would cooperate, so that I could write up a storm. Woot! (Hear that, muses?? Huh? Huh? *pokes them*)

I finally have a bit of direction on my novel, editing-wise. My hubby has a lawyer friend, and she volunteered her husband to read the book. I've totally failed at getting most everyone else interested in it, so I was pretty unsure about sending it to him, especially because I don't know him at all. I think I've only met him once. But he actually read it. And he sent me some really helpful feedback and commentary on it. For the first time in quite a while, I feel like I might be able to tackle this darn thing and actually edit it for real. Which would be so great. Considering that I pretty much couldn't pay anyone to read it, I don't foresee it ever being published. But it would just be a good feeling to know I had really and truly finished it. Right now, that's pretty much all I'm working toward. Just that feeling of being "done" for real.

Other than that, things are ... eh. I've been feeling kind of under the weather for the past couple of weeks. Just draggy, tired, and a little achy in general. Along with an occasional slight fever. I'm not sure what's going on -- if anything. It could be that I'm just kind of burned out on my life, in general. Things have been pretty tough at home for a while now. Hubby is super busy at work, so I'm basically doing the single-parent thing. As well as trying to bring some kind of cohesive order to the house by cleaning out stuff we don't need. And all the cooking and cleaning and laundry I usually do. Toss in the whole lack of activity by my writing muses and ... yeah ... I have not been a happy camper, overall. In fact, I think I'm going to head to bed here in about ten minutes or so. Oh yeah ... I'm pitiful. >.O
texchan: aya with his bazooka, from WK OP #2 (Fraser in Closet)
Ah, alliteration -- how I love thee. (OK, so I don't really. But only because you remind me of how uncreative I am when I get stuck after about three words or so.)

Let's see ...

I want to be writing. I need to be writing. And yet, I am not writing -- unless you count this silly blog entry that is probably going to make me look like an ADHD poster child.

I thought I would have the second Midroc book almost done by now. Instead, I have written a grand total of ... *insert drumroll* ... one paragraph. Uh, yeah. It's a great paragraph. It oughta be. I wrote it twenty times or so. Needless to say, I fail.

I need to finish my stupid NaNo fanfic/novel. I'm at the just past halfway phase, where I hate the story, can't remember why I ever started the story, can't believe I thought up such a stupid story, and can't figure out why it's worth finishing the story. On top of all the mid-story writer angst, I have to deal with pretty much a total reconstruction of my "world view" of the show as it applies to this story. This isn't a bad thing. It's something I wanted to do to challenge myself as a writer. But, it's the first time I've written in certain aspects of the characters' relationship with each other. And I have to admit, it changes things. I didn't think it would when I started this, but it really has.

I'm thinking about writing some short stories for my Midroc characters. It would be a fun way to get back into the swing of writing them, as well as letting me get to know them better. It's weird how I spent an entire novel with them and yet still feel I know almost nothing about them. Especially Tristyn. At the same time, I can't help feeling spending more time with Midroc is a total waste. It's the book no one will ever read. In my heart, I know this. I've asked several people to read it, and, in turn several people have asked to read it. But only one person has. I mean, people have read parts of it here and there, but apparently my story and characters have no staying power. Or there isn't enough to interest people. Or I can't manage to connect with people. Or something. I have no idea what. I alternate between feeling hurt over it and thinking I should do the smart thing and cut my losses on this particular story line. Move on to something new. Something that, maybe, will be interesting. I know there is more to Midroc. There is more story for it in my head. Just ... is it a colossal waste of time bothering to write it down? More and more, I am beginning to feel the answer to that question is "yes". It's a bad feeling.

This month is kind of my LJ anniversary. I signed up for my paid account for the first time in April, so I have to renew every April. But, in the process of renewing, I looked at my other stats and realized I actually created this journal in February of 2004. I mean ... wow! 5+ years. That surprises the heck out of me. In a good way.

A few months ago, my washer started going belly up. Shortly before that, my dishwasher had stopped working. The washer still works, but it has a leak. Ditto for the dishwasher, although its leak, basically, makes it unusable because it means my kitchen floods. Not pretty. I've been babying the washing machine along for several months now, hoping it would keep working. I have a little kid. I can't be without a washer. Anyhow, come Thursday, I will have a brand new, shiny washer, dryer, and dishwasher! I'm way more excited about this than I ever thought I could get over new appliances. It makes me feel old. But happy. New washer! New dryer! New dishwasher!! Yay for hubby's crazy business travel schedule and the CC points it wracked up. Thanks to that, we ended up paying about half what we would have. Plus, everything was on sale. With free delivery and installation. Yeah, I know. I'm showing my geekdom. Still ... eeee!

Today, I had to do the grocery store. I hate the grocery store, but I went to a new Harris Teeter not too far from my house. I have to admit, for a grocery store, it's really nice. I could even grow to like it. Maybe. o_o I got the grocery shopping done for the week, so that's a good thing.

I made French Onion Soup for dinner tonight. It's so time consuming, but it's also a really good, hearty soup. It was a little easier this time because I cut the onions and leeks and grated the cheese ahead of time. That cut down on my prep time, although the onions about killed me. I cry and cry when I cut onions -- to the point where, basically, I can't see. It's absolute torture. Thankfully, the soup was good, which made the effort worth it.

Tomorrow, I have to do a Target run. I don't want to because it's one of my volunteer days at my kiddo's school, and I wanted to use my free time in the morning to (hopefully)get some writing done. But, kiddo needs a few things, so ... off I go. At least Target is fun. I like that store.

I guess that's it. I'm sure there were other things, but darned if I remember what they were. >.O

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