texchan: aya with his bazooka, from WK OP #2 (Sanzo Chants)
Older, that is. It leads me to wonder exactly when I stopped thinking birthdays were a fantastic thing and, instead, started dreading them. Perhaps somewhere in my early 20s or so. Truthfully, probably when I hit 21. Not that I'm much of a drinker, but it seems that 21 is the last "happy-happy-you-made-it!!" milestone out there. It's all downhill from there, until, finally, we end up old and cranky ... waving a cane and yelling "Get off my lawn!!" at the neighborhood kids.

But it was a good birthday. I had a nice, casual, very low-key day. And I needed that. I got some lovely gifts: some Saiyuki sketches, an awesome jewelry box (that I have been quietly coveting for a long time), an iPad2, an adorable bunny pillow, and a very fancy (and yummy!!) cake with a pink flower and blue icing. (Love the blue icing.) But, most of all, I got to spend time with my hubby, kiddo, and some very dear friends. And I think that was the best of all: just spending some fun time with people I love. It's such a simple thing ... and yet, something that seems nearly impossible to do in this go-go-go world of ours.

So here's to good birthdays. Another year older. And (hopefully) another year wiser, too.

...

But that might be asking too much. ^.~
texchan: aya with his bazooka, from WK OP #2 (Sanzo Gun Repro)
So, today was marginally better. For starters, the kiddo's birthday party is over. HALLELUJAH!! I was so ready to be done with that stinking party. Thankfully, she had a great time, which means, overall, it was a great party. I ended up slightly pissed, though, because a LOT of people -- like over half the kids coming -- showed up late. For the first 30 minutes of the party, I really thought we were only going to have 5 kids, as opposed to the 15-20 we were supposed to have. And had paid for, I might add. People finally managed to straggle in. Some made it only in time for the cake, so they didn't get to bounce at all. I felt a little bad about that, but then I told myself it was silly for me to feel bad. After all, it wasn't my fault. I didn't make them late. And they have known for weeks what time the party was. And, some people who had said they would come ended up not showing up. I feel more than a bit grumbly about that. I kinda want to call them and demand they pay me back the money I had to outlay for their kid to come to the party.

"I want my TWO DOLLARS!!!" =D

All in all, though, the party was good. Everyone had plenty of pizza, lots of bouncing fun, and the cake was YUM. Ice cream cake from Maggie Moo's, Bolt-style. Kiddo loved it.

We made one stop-off after the party for lunch -- because hubby and I hadn't had time to eat breakfast and kiddo doesn't eat pizza -- before heading home. After eating lunch, I also managed to take care of a little bit of shopping I've needed to do for a while now. So that was good. Hubby and kiddo went to Best Buy while I was running my errand, and, when I caught up with them, they had decided to purchase Guitar Hero. Oh my. We came home, opened presents, and then they set the game up and played for a while. I'm not so sure about the game, though. It's the band edition, so it has guitar, vocals, and drums. But our drum set doesn't seem to work. We may end up returning it, although kiddo loves the singing part. Too bad they don't make one that has just singing. At least, I've never seen one like that. Not that I've really looked or paid much attention.

While they were fiddling with the game, I decided to have another go-round with the stew I semi-ruined last night. I pulled it out of the fridge and stared it down for a while, resolving that I might still have to toss this crap out ... but I wasn't going down without a fight.

So ...

I cut up more onions (because all of my onions from last night ended up burned into the bottom of my new pot -- *sob*). I got out another pot, added the oil to heat ... added butter, and started over again from the second part of the recipe. I carmelized the new onions. I added in the flour and, instead of red wine and beef stock, I tossed in only beef stock. (Because I ended up with WAY too much wine last night. Yikes!) I tossed in the tomato paste (well, sauce, because that's what I had). Then, I took my icky, cruddy meat from last night and dumped it in there. I let the whole mess cook for about 40 minutes.

Aaaaand ...

It actually ended up tasting pretty darn good! What a relief! The meat softened up really well, and the heavy wine/burned taste evened out in the new sauce. I followed this up with making rice, mixed veggies, and some biscuits to round out the meal.

I'm actually a bit proud of my inner Domestic Diva for pulling that one out of the fire (quite literally!). Now, if only she can help me get my scorched pot clean again. *sigh*

Meh ...

Sep. 15th, 2009 10:09 am
texchan: aya with his bazooka, from WK OP #2 (Default)
I find myself in a strange mood today.

Kind of disappointed in humanity, in general -- and in certain people I know, specifically. I don't really get why people can't follow through on things they've promised or on things they know they should do, just to be polite. I guess people, in general, are pretty self-involved. Especially these days, given the crappy state of the world, in general. It just seems like those are the times to reach out to each other more. And yet, reaching out gets a person nowhere. Other than being ignored.

Most of this frustration currently stems from trying to get things together for my daughter's birthday party. I sent out email invitations for it, so how freaking hard is it to reply to the stupid invitation? I mean, there's a button right there on the same damn page. And yet, I'm still waiting to hear from people. Some have looked at the invitation, and some haven't, according to the evite page. The people who haven't looked at it, I can kind of understand. Maybe they haven't checked their email, or maybe the invitation went into their spam box. The others ... I just feel irritated over. I mean, come on. How freaking long does it take to hit the yes/no button? bleh.

But some of this frustration comes from other aspects of my life, too. And has been building for a while now. The birthday stuff just kind of brought it more to a head.

And I find myself feeling oddly melancholy over Patrick Swayze's death. I'm not someone who usually gets emotional over stuff like that. I mean, people that I actually know dying -- yes, that gets to me. But celebrities ... usually not. But it was different this time. I don't really know why. Maybe because 2009 has been such a cruddy year in so many ways. And it's not even over yet. Maybe because I always had the biggest crush on him. I had his poster in my room in my later teenage years ... and, again, when I went away to college, Patrick hung in my dorm room. Maybe because he wasn't all that much older than me, which forces me to confront my own mortality. And the mortality of those I love. Or maybe because, as with Farrah's death, it was a little slice of my childhood (well, teenage-hood in this case) passing away into eternity. Either way ... I just feel sad over it. Even though I know it's weird.

Farrah's death upset me, too, although I don't think I ever posted about it. I get into these times when I feel I have so much to say and no energy to say it all. Or just can't say it all. That's been happening to me a lot lately. Anyhow ... I kind of understood why I was so sad about Farrah's passing. Because that was my childhood -- or part of it -- gone for good. I remember playing Charlie's Angels as a kid, and I always wanted to be Farrah. To me, she was the cool one. And I totally wanted all that hair. *sigh*

Ah well. Maybe I can channel this angst and frustration into something useful. Like writing. That would be a nice change. >.O
texchan: aya with his bazooka, from WK OP #2 (Fraser in Closet)
Just because I didn't want to clog the "writer's block" entry with extra blah-blah-blah ...

THE BOOKS CAME!! They arrived today, and they are GORGEOUS!! I really expected them to look a bit ratty around the edges or a bit the worse for wear, but they are absolutely pristine. The seller had mentioned some fraying/rubbing on the edges of the dust covers, but I can't even see that. I am over the moon happy with them.

Aaaaand ...

This has been the longest week in the history of ever. I have no idea why, other than my daughter started back to school this week. It's proving difficult easing back into the routine. She has swimming tomorrow at around 8 AM. Might as well be at 0:dark-thirty as far as I'm concerned. I may skip out on the lesson and let her dad take her. Kinda makes me feel like a terrible mom, but ... meh.

I've been stuck in the midst of birthday party planning hell. I've got the party pretty much ironed out and everything reserved for it. But I had to get the guest list organized, which meant calling around to get email addresses for the evites. You wouldn't think it would be such a difficult task, but it sorta was. It took me a couple of days to get that done, and I'm still missing a couple of them. I had enough that I could send out the evite, though. If I ever hear from the missing couple of people, I'll add them into the guest list for the invitation. If not, then ... I guess I won't. Now, I'm all nervous, hoping people will actually come. I'm weird about stuff like that. I totally worry about that. My hubby says I'm being a doofus, and I guess I am. But I haven't had the best experiences, friendship-wise -- as a kid or as an adult. So, I remain skeptical. We've already had a few affirmative replies, though, so I'm hoping for the best. At the very least, we won't be sitting there all alone for the party, which is a good thing. >.O

July 2012

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