I know exactly how you feel with the whole emptiness thing... sadly its pretty much the majority of my time like that anymore. I put on the fakeness and then go about what I need to. But yeah, I just know how you feel. Know I'm here for you whenever you need to talk, rant, spread joy over something... whatever. Just drop an email my way.
I agree about your hubby going to his grandfather, its not a matter of if his grandfather knows hes there... but your hubby knowing his there for his grandfather. But I can also understand a want to not see him, and keeping a memory of him when he was happier and healthier. I know I was with my grandmother on her deathbed... her face still haunts me. Am I glad I was there with her, yes and no. I'm pretty sure I would be kicking myself for not being there... But, matters of the heart are never black and white.
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I know exactly how you feel with the whole emptiness thing... sadly its pretty much the majority of my time like that anymore. I put on the fakeness and then go about what I need to. But yeah, I just know how you feel. Know I'm here for you whenever you need to talk, rant, spread joy over something... whatever. Just drop an email my way.
I agree about your hubby going to his grandfather, its not a matter of if his grandfather knows hes there... but your hubby knowing his there for his grandfather. But I can also understand a want to not see him, and keeping a memory of him when he was happier and healthier. I know I was with my grandmother on her deathbed... her face still haunts me. Am I glad I was there with her, yes and no. I'm pretty sure I would be kicking myself for not being there... But, matters of the heart are never black and white.
Try and take care, hmm? *hugs again*